Thank God 2010 is coming to an end

I want to close this year with a venting out. I need to. Maybe it'll help me breath life into the expectations and anticipations of 2011.

This year has sucked ass. Being unemployed, on pins and needles and stressed out hasn't helped at all. On top of that, my wife, kids and I have been dealing with a possum eater who can't seem to grow the hell up. What fun.

Here I am, a college graduate, having to deal with happy low-life scum who enjoy being dirt and infects others with dirtiness.

I have been doing my best to remain adult in my actions, but just the mere sight of the assclowns send me into something not healthy. I pretty fed up, to be honest.

I am happy to have my wife. She's been my core, besides God. Her ability to calm me makes her so valuable to me, our family.

I love that woman with all my heart.

I received good news, however. I will be returning back to work in 2011. After a year and a half of waiting for the inevitable outcome, I'll go back to work with the same offer presented months and months ago. Oh well, I tried to tell people but nonetheless. We're excited to get back to some sort of normalcy.

Politically speaking, this state is going to hell in a hand basket. Beginning in 2011, we'll swear in a governor who'll enjoy pushing us deeper into the hole of neglect. The positive? People will get a front-row seat to their demise, so to speak.

Will they actually see it? No.

I do hope, however, this new year produces some democrats who have a backbone in both the public and private spotlight. Saying what you feel behind closed doors doesn't do anybody any good. I get really upset when I have to continually repeat that. Maybe they'll actually wake the hell up and stop thinking they have to kiss GOP ass to ahead here. 

You know, I think some people get off on seeing others suffer. Think about it. If you are trying your best to keep your head above water, doing things legally and staying true to yourself, you will have at least one person out there who eats (possum) to survive so they can wake up each day bumbling around to antagonize you.

But I try to stay positive. I have to. Unlike those described, I have responsibilities to uphold. I just can't dig in my yard for metal and the end of the month and wait for something to come to me. Just because I live around it doesn't mean I have to succumb to it. The disease will not infect me.

Though it does seep in, I have to fight it back. There are millions around this country who have suffered. They have been jobless, no fault of their own. They have had homes taken away from them. They have had to rely on unemployment, food stamps and welfare to make it this year. But I believe a majority did it with a goal to get better for themselves.

What's nagging me and my family is the opposite. A minority of that group who just relish in the fact they won't amount to shit and decide to infect others with their dismal, pathetic lives. I just want to say I feel sorry for those on the receiving end of it. Trust me, I know the feeling.

I look forward to 2011. I have plans that include a better life for my family and I - and it does not include those who look to infest or infect.

Spiritually, I am working on my relationship with God. With his help, I can regain the level of happiness I had years ago. I had a falling out with organized religion years ago, but can proudly say I am involved again. And yes, I am loving it.

I have a lot to be thankful for. My family has been taken care of. I equate my year to navigating a plane - only to have it catch on fire with a wing falling off right before landing it.

Well, tonight I can officially say the plane has landed safely - with no injuries.

Thank God 2010 is about over.